That's...

[ Horrible? Rough? Incredible? There's so many words to describe the overwhelming emotions that surge through her mind at the prospect. Here she's older than someone she's known since she was a child and will continue to age. Hard to believe that at the end of the month, she'll be eighteen. ]

Sorry, it must be hard to talk about it sometimes. I don't mean to pry if it makes you uncomfortable, I'm just really interested in the topic.